Tuesday, November 30, 2010

wHaT beLoNgS tO Me wiLL nOt laSt loNgEr....

it is always a problem for me since time immemorial until now .. what I have would will not last long .. no matter what example bf , things and etc. .. if any people give things to me but at the end they will take it from me back ... I feel so sad with what happened to me .. fortunately sometimes what I want I will get it like I never expected...;)

Saturday, November 27, 2010

duN uNderStand........

*sigh*...recent fight with a boy who claimed he was a self-* ATH * too lazy to quote all .. I do not want any quarrel between us again .. I love you ... But you really examine me with your words ... I know you wise to speak but not all that you know in islam ..do not be arrogant and acting smart ...

taKen Ur SinGle ???

*blur*... urm... lyke nina said...everyone will got their own happiness... agree wif that hunn..;)
urm but i dun noe wht kind of my status now... either taken ur single??...quiet confused... Adib change a lot.. i dun noe wht happen 2 him...furthermore, i rarely chat wif him... plus he quiet bz wif his work and same goes to me... i owez waitin' him back frm his workin' and wait him at ym...but he didnt on9...felt lyke a dumb *gosh*... i do contact wif him... but in case my reload oredy expired date so i dun have a tyme 2 reload back bcoz of transportation factors....so i juz wait him at ym...wait n wait like a dumb stupido ladies....sumtymes i felt lyke want 2 break wif him coz cant stand wif him..so ego's....but in the same tyme i do lurf him badly..*sigh*

Monday, November 22, 2010

tAkeN bY mOhD aDiB

yey... 4 a moment lyfe...now i found sumbody that can cheer me up again !.. *mohd adib* lurf him badly... he kind of sweet person.. undrstnding me in my ways... but so indulge...but it doesnt matter... were lurf each other... were unsdrstnd each other... were tolerate... bla..bla... Hope he can make me heppy again after yam had left me....;(
furthermore, were have lotsa similer in lyfe.. we share our greats moments.. n were comfort when each other ...Urm... nothing 2 say...i'm juz hepy...yippie... ;) hope we can happily ever after...amin..

Isn't it ???

dun noe y... mostly ppl said...my blogger such a sentimental blogger...*perhaps* haha.... but i think this is my real life... full of dramatical plastic...so bored...without happiness at all.... but i dun mind... dis is live lOve laugh of me.... ;)

Friday, November 19, 2010

ergHh bOrInk at hOme....!!

hurmm bler uitm na bkak ney...borink sgt... *sigh*

Saturday, November 13, 2010

mish him a lOt....

hurmm seems lyke kind of missery on me.... y i owez thinking of him... y??? y i cant 4get him lyke he did 2 me.... god, plss....i really2 mish him a lot.... plss gve him bck 2 me.. i really2 need him lyke my pass tyme wif him.... i cant accept any love frm other guys except u honey.... our memory is still in my mind.... how can i 4get u honey were 2gether for 1/2 year so many memory about us that i still cant 4get.... i hope one day u can accept me bck... i'm really hopin' 4 that.....

Friday, November 12, 2010

wHt SuPpoSeD i haVe 2 Do NoW ???

hurmm "sigh" ... i dun noe wht 2 do ?? seems a thousand questions floating in my minds now.. the story start wif... i've a new bf ... he is one of my ex before.... were couple back after i have broke up wif yang... now i start my new lyfe wif him... ouchh ya ... ady ?? were frenz now... furthermore he got a new gf... n i'm so hepy looking his happiness wif his beloved... urmm ok continue wif my story... the problems is... i dun noe y i cant give full of my love my heart towards him... i'l try so many times 2 open my heart 2 him... but it doesnt work... even its gettin worst i think... he is a kind man that i ever met... but i dun noe y i cant love him wif deeper of my heart... i'm so sory "syg" mayb the way i love u is lying u... i said i love u but the real is i dont... i noe when u noe bout this... u might hurt... sory once again... i'm not a gud person made 4 u... i'm a plastic love who owez give a lying hope 2 u..... i want 2 explain so many times 2 u... but i'm scared.... god, plizz strenghten my heart my soul 2 face this wif him... 2 tell him the truth i'm not a gurl that suitable 4 him....