MeMoRiaL oF 2010.....

yey !! at last we were not aware that we are at the end of 2010... so many ups and downs that i have encountered in this year... 2010 taught me a lot bout lyfe , frenz , relations , happiness , sadness , and joy.... even i'm a new learner still new in earth still younger to face all of challange that always make me more strenghthen... i owez pray 2 Allah hopin 4 that i will get a better lyfe better n more better... and in 2010 also i find my mr right which is ermm hahah dun noe how 2 explain it... but he is my strenghthen my soul and my lover... urmm and i hope 2011 more meaningfull in my lyfe... i can get wut i want...owez success in no matter wut i do... and of coz i can be proud of my parents.... ;)

hEpY bUrFDaY tO mE...;)

yey !! me ?? alamak sudah tua.... btw, selamat hari jadi to me yg ke??? ke 19 daaa .. Ahaks ! i'm feel quiet glad coz this year so many wishes i've got better than pass year.... means I have been accepted by the people....;)

* so my wishes ???

> of coz get a better lyfe than before....

> wants to change my behave....

> hopefully a long life

> may god bless me

> hope my relations wif adib last longer...^lurf him damn^ ;P

:(

fever+tongsil= sick !

Pray 4 me hope get well soon.... *lurf adib...(sempat...) haha

wHaT beLoNgS tO Me wiLL nOt laSt loNgEr....

it is always a problem for me since time immemorial until now .. what I have would will not last long .. no matter what example bf , things and etc. .. if any people give things to me but at the end they will take it from me back ... I feel so sad with what happened to me .. fortunately sometimes what I want I will get it like I never expected...;)

duN uNderStand........

*sigh*...recent fight with a boy who claimed he was a self-* ATH * too lazy to quote all .. I do not want any quarrel between us again .. I love you ... But you really examine me with your words ... I know you wise to speak but not all that you know in islam ..do not be arrogant and acting smart ...

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taKen Ur SinGle ???

*blur*... urm... lyke nina said...everyone will got their own happiness... agree wif that hunn..;)
urm but i dun noe wht kind of my status now... either taken ur single??...quiet confused... Adib change a lot.. i dun noe wht happen 2 him...furthermore, i rarely chat wif him... plus he quiet bz wif his work and same goes to me... i owez waitin' him back frm his workin' and wait him at ym...but he didnt on9...felt lyke a dumb *gosh*... i do contact wif him... but in case my reload oredy expired date so i dun have a tyme 2 reload back bcoz of transportation factors....so i juz wait him at ym...wait n wait like a dumb stupido ladies....sumtymes i felt lyke want 2 break wif him coz cant stand wif him..so ego's....but in the same tyme i do lurf him badly..*sigh*

tAkeN bY mOhD aDiB

yey... 4 a moment lyfe...now i found sumbody that can cheer me up again !.. *mohd adib* lurf him badly... he kind of sweet person.. undrstnding me in my ways... but so indulge...but it doesnt matter... were lurf each other... were unsdrstnd each other... were tolerate... bla..bla... Hope he can make me heppy again after yam had left me....;(
furthermore, were have lotsa similer in lyfe.. we share our greats moments.. n were comfort when each other ...Urm... nothing 2 say...i'm juz hepy...yippie... ;) hope we can happily ever after...amin..

Isn't it ???

dun noe y... mostly ppl said...my blogger such a sentimental blogger...*perhaps* haha.... but i think this is my real life... full of dramatical plastic...so bored...without happiness at all.... but i dun mind... dis is live lOve laugh of me.... ;)

ergHh bOrInk at hOme....!!

hurmm bler uitm na bkak ney...borink sgt... *sigh*

mish him a lOt....

hurmm seems lyke kind of missery on me.... y i owez thinking of him... y??? y i cant 4get him lyke he did 2 me.... god, plss....i really2 mish him a lot.... plss gve him bck 2 me.. i really2 need him lyke my pass tyme wif him.... i cant accept any love frm other guys except u honey.... our memory is still in my mind.... how can i 4get u honey were 2gether for 1/2 year so many memory about us that i still cant 4get.... i hope one day u can accept me bck... i'm really hopin' 4 that.....

wHt SuPpoSeD i haVe 2 Do NoW ???

hurmm "sigh" ... i dun noe wht 2 do ?? seems a thousand questions floating in my minds now.. the story start wif... i've a new bf ... he is one of my ex before.... were couple back after i have broke up wif yang... now i start my new lyfe wif him... ouchh ya ... ady ?? were frenz now... furthermore he got a new gf... n i'm so hepy looking his happiness wif his beloved... urmm ok continue wif my story... the problems is... i dun noe y i cant give full of my love my heart towards him... i'l try so many times 2 open my heart 2 him... but it doesnt work... even its gettin worst i think... he is a kind man that i ever met... but i dun noe y i cant love him wif deeper of my heart... i'm so sory "syg" mayb the way i love u is lying u... i said i love u but the real is i dont... i noe when u noe bout this... u might hurt... sory once again... i'm not a gud person made 4 u... i'm a plastic love who owez give a lying hope 2 u..... i want 2 explain so many times 2 u... but i'm scared.... god, plizz strenghten my heart my soul 2 face this wif him... 2 tell him the truth i'm not a gurl that suitable 4 him....

aDy....

ady....... (ehem),, all wht can i said,,, he likes me,,, or easy 2 said,, were bOth likes each Other,,, =P hope ady will be a gud men 4 me,, insyallah,, ouch ya, my old ex seems comin bck in my lyfe,, i dun noe either he still kept feelin' towards me,,, i'm not interest 2 noe bout it,, but ady still in my mind,, =P love ya ady,,,

new brighten lyfe...........

thanxx god,, know i felt i'm not alone anymore,, coz i felt sumting new try 2 close and more closer wif myself,, i'm so happy wif that,, still have the men wants to brighter my lyfe again after yunk had left me,, his name is ady, he is so kind,,, i dun noe how kind he is but i'm sure he is a gud men,, he love me (ehem) hehe,, but i'm still not sure about my feelings towards him,, i hope ady and me will frenz more closer and if the tyme is around the corner,, it doesnt matter if i accept him as my speacial,, thanxx dear ady,,,, =P

KnOw i UnDeRstAnD......

when yr gone i felt sumthing missin' in my lyfe,,, my lyfe so terrible when yr left me,,, i miss u so much,,, i cant lived without u,,, i noe i did it so much by hurting u,,, i realize my ego's i said anything without thinking to much,,, now i'm regret,,, but wht can i do?? nothing,,, i'm juz saw u gone juz lyke that,,, i cant hold yor hand anymore,,, i'm nothing wif u anymore,, i'm not yor speacial... but u owez in my heart and mind,,, it still fresher,,, dear zhafran,,,

LoNeLy...

so LoNeLy... lonely sgt after break up wif him,, only god know how bored i am,, feels lyke sumthing missing in my lyfe,, no cheer up anymore no laughing no joking wif my beloved,, i hope 1 day i'll found my mr.right,, amin....

DinneR tOuRiSm DaY

horay kenyang sudah,, melantak berbuka puasa di hotel uitm,, sgt hepy dan sgt kenyang berbaloi dgn byran yg d byar,, even mkanan biase2 aje tp 2 lah rezky kami ari ny,, berbuka bersma senior even xrapat sgt pown tp so far so good,,

iTs OvEr.....

wht is it over??? yah my relations between zhafran have over end here... its quiet sad 4 the 1st tyme but now its been 1 month were breaks... i feels lyke i can live without him now.... i hope allah can give a strengthen 2 me 2 still strong n 4get him... mayb he's not my faith... no matter wht happen i will owez thinking bout u.... dear zhafran...

Aluhaaaa

hye seems lyke so many years so many months i didnt update my blogger,, almost 4 get yg i ade blog rupernyer,, haha wht the fish la,, i will update my blogger insyallah if i'm not bz,, now i'm taking dip in tourism managemant in uitm dungun,, chouu dlu!!